She said goodbye

Imagine you leave her for a good seven months and don't say goodbye to her. How will she feel if she doesn't have that constant heart murmur. You were kissing the other night and sleeping the other. You had the Opportunity to meet her mother. What did she do wrong ? What did you do right ? You didn't even have that final fight. You leave to fight your war , you come back and fight some more. You forget about her and she goes on with her life so you settle down and get married to a women who you call your wife. You grow sick of her for all she wants is your life. Out of frustration you grab your knife , stab her into a million pieces thus ending her life. You put a note on the body and you run out of town you go see her one more time before you decide to go down. She's sitting at the edge of a building with a bottle of whiskey in her hand. You go up to her by climbing the firescape hoping to get her back, you use your words again , but you forget that charm is what you lack. She's saying no ,telling you to die you tell her that this is all just a big lie. You love her so much and can't help see the sight , you go to the other side of the building and jump , you might. Hoping for her to come stop you. You died in the Devils arm. You see her from below jumping off the building she says god bless you and she said she has to go. With my weak dead limbs I crawl to her , caught her in my arms just in time. She died in my arms I wished she didn't. Tried to call 911 but I'm finally dead , me  and her  died , that's what God said.