Just Die

I want to fucking die today I don't deserve this life, I shouldn't stay

Hurt made me like this, pain made me suffer.

The thought of it all is fucked up and it makes me wonder.

Pain, depression, and suicidal thought. Bouncing of my brain,hoping not to get caught.

Like the calm breeze of an October morning, I remain calm

Razor blades into my skin, making me selfharm

Fucking pain, how much I hate it Give it all up if I actually gave a shit.

Grievance at the lake, the past it tries to shake.

Grievance at my wake, I had to do it for God's sake.

I'm fucking done with the world today I don't need sympathy or want to survive

From my life, you may all derive A young man who has often strived.

Death to me, death to my soul. It's too much to handle.

Making a soul wander to its destination Getting lost again inside the damnation

Accepting my salvation.