She's gone

The days have gone by,  it's so hard to try. Forgetting her has started to make me cry Thinking out loud , fear is installed in me A better changed human being,  I try to be

What simply happened? It's so hard to explain Thinking of her is hurting my brain Emotions are out of place,  I feel like a disgrace Could have worked things out , but all she wanted was some space.

I'm in agonizing pain , around my heart there is a chain It's being yanked , I feel like I'm getting shanked. End my misery with drugs inside me, Killing me slowly,  with each movement.

Trying so hard to forget it all , the memories start to make me fall I'm forgetting what happiness is,  all I remember Is her voice back when she used to call Lately I've been thinking,  what thoughts can make me end up surviving , Right now I feel dead , I just received a blow to my head.